Just When I Thought I Couldn’t Take Anymore

The last few months have been extremely exhausting. We are homeschooling and I am still focusing on releasing my book along with some other very exciting things! I can't wait to share everything with you! In the midst of all the excitement Mom hasn't slept well for months now. Guess what? Mom not sleeping means we're not sleeping well around here. Please don't ever allow anyone to lie to you and tell you that being a caregiver of a loved one is easy! Ha! I promise you it is anything but easy! I cry a lot just from the sheer frustration of it all. There are often times when I have just about drowned in my own tears all the while crying out to God "please please please just let her be totally clear and lucid and let her tell me what she wants God even if for just a little while!" I have my personal prayer time, my corporate prayer time, my personal Bible study time, my personal journaling time, my creative outlet time, my working my business time, my blogging time and still no mental clarity with Mom time! It is December again and I must admit it has gotten a bit old! Every month day in and day out week after week same,same, same then worse, worse, worse then back to the same, same, same and the cycle starts all over again! Then just when I thought I couldn't take anymore The most amazing thing happens! I'm helping Mommy in the bathroom before bed and I hug her and tell her that I love her like I usually do after we wash her hands. Only this time she hugs me tighter and says "I love you too baby." Of course you know I'm elated because for years now this is as far as we get on a good day! But God had just a little something more in store for me. I walk Mommy to her room and when I opened the bedroom door she looks in and says "Oh that's nice! You sure do take good care of your Mommy don't you?" I hug her again and I said well Mommy I sure try. She nods her head and pats me on my cheek and says, "Uh hmm you sure do and I love the way you do it too!" Oh my gosh!!!! Do you know I literally almost screamed!?!? I had to run and text everyone who has ever prayed for me and Mommy cause He did it again! He did it again! He proved Himself true yet again! He proved to me yet again that His Voice Is Love!